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[05/12/09] i know. but i dont know how to put it into words; really grateful, thankful. life's good. lovin' it. speak.

once upon a time... [04/29/09] [ music | yuna ito - endless story ] ( that was a long, long, time ago. ) speak.

[03/21/09] [ mood | strong ] i will be ___ when i have to be. speak.

[03/09/09] [ mood | like a worm ] [ music | 南拳妈妈 - 牡丹江 ] on rainy days i transform into a worm on every other day im a mouse speak.

if it was meant to be [03/03/09] i wanted to tell you but i didnt know how to   do you still remember the things you said to me do you still remember the things i said to you do you still remember the things we talked about because i still do. you no longer do, do you?   speak.

different emotions [02/26/09] im happy when the people i like are happy. im even happier when im with the people i like and they are happy. im crazy when i want to have fun and i know that it's ok to be crazy. it's not that i get crazy everyday. im bored when i have nothing interesting to do. then the next thing i will do is either look for something to do or sleep or complain im bored. im bitchy when im irritated and when i have to be. like how i always feel like im cheated by cab drivers. im calm when my mind is a blank. aka stoning..i go into that state pretty often lol. im cranky when i have no food. it happens when i stop eating for above three hours. im sad when im sad. duh. im angry when im angry and im really angry when i say im angry when im really angry. i dont know how to react if you think im joking, or that you think it isnt a big deal, or that you just arent taking it seriously. speak.

it's really not the same. [02/25/09] different people different lives different priorities different perceptions different personalities different preferences different feelings different reactions different goals different thresholds different meanings different needs different desires   it's impossible to be exactly the same as someone else dont be a someone just for someone else because then you wont be you everyone is unique, so just be yourself there's nothing wrong with being yourself   speak.

size matters [02/22/09] but sometimes when something small is able to perk you up it isnt really that small after all when something big happens is it really that big a matter and they always say opposites attract so shoudnt size not matter since small and big are opposites? does it even work this way haha speak.

[02/14/09] [ mood | in awe ] dope. left me in awe. no regrets (:   speak.

in/out [01/25/09] [ music | mcfly - lies ] nobody's talking 'cos talking just turns into screaming [neyo - mad] i cant see myself being in a state of in-out-repeat just for lies and trust issues. it's not about lying because lying is inevitable in one's lifetime, it's about overdoing it. it's just plain tiring to drift in and out over and over again for the same one reason. and what about the in between? i think trust is very important in relationships, of any kind. there's alot more to it. there's alot more to sustaining it too. sometimes talking works. sometimes it doesnt suffice. especially when the same thing keeps happening. sometimes giving another chance is giving alot more than just another one, and then it wont end. dont ask for another chance if you want more than one. dont say you wont do it again if you cant do it. dont make a promise if you are going to break it. so much for nothing. speak.

reminders [01/23/09] [ music | janet jackson - doesnt really matter ] every morning, tell myself that today is the first day of the rest of my life and so im not supposed to let it go to waste. it is not impossible for it to be the last day of the rest of my life too. every night, tell myself to be thankful for the great things that have happened and learn to be more appreciative. that way i will always remember the things that make me smile instead of the things that make me frown. the most important thing is to be happy with yourself so long as you are happy, those who truly love you will be happy for you too everyday a happier me and you (: smile more frown less laugh more cry less give more expect less do more talk less speak.

[01/22/09] [ music | neyo - miss independent ] i think good friends tend to talk like each other at times. random point: how common is common sense? and here's a little something a friend introed me. not so much about the game, more about the music. but the game is ok if you need to kill some time. spoken. (1) speak.

[01/20/09] every kind of trouble in the world roots from a source. so basically all you need to do is to nail the source. once you know the source, you can leave everything else out. so just do whatever to the source, nothing else. please. for example you see three mosquitoes but only one suck your blood then you attack the one sucking your blood, not the other two. get it? ok what a stupid analogy. but it's like near 4am i cant think of anything else. well whatever it is, it doesnt matter. sometimes it's no big deal to lose a game. afterall a game isnt a game if there isnt a winner and a loser and a game over. just like how babies have to fall down before they can walk. it's not a big deal at all. same logic. so it really doesnt matter. everyone grows out of passing phases. it's just that different people have different lives. sometimes you meet people under wrong circumstances, sometimes you meet people at the wrong time, sometimes you meet the wrong people. you just got to learn, get over it, move on. speak.

differentiation [01/17/09] [ mood | thoughtful ] seeing vs looking hearing vs listening touching vs feeling i think it's pretty clear there is a difference. and that difference is the key to the truth. but as humans we are often blinded, not seeing the truths behind lies and deceit. when you believe something, is it really what you believe? or is it what you think you believe? or is it what you think you want to believe? or is it what you were made to believe? or is it what you were made to think you believe? just like, what i do is not the same as what i want to do or what i should do or what i think i should do there is a difference differentiated? :) speak.

it's contradicting [01/05/09] but once you learn to see things from other points of views, you get to discover alot more. the world is so big, yet so small time moves so fast, yet so slow so near yet so far speak.

hard to please. [01/02/09] [ music | the all-american rejects - gives you hell ] it's hard to please everyone at the same time, but is it impossible? not everyone can be truly happy at the same time, because in the first place has that state ever been achieved? not being a damned pessimist here, but it's the truth isn't it? just that alot of us probably never wanted to admit that it is. would you forgo your own happiness if the people around you can be happy? or would you rather yourself be happy whilst the rest become less happy? it's really about having that balance. would you rather care and make yourself unhappy, or would you rather not care but you are a happier person? because sometimes ignorance is bliss. it's mutual; some things just gotta work both ways. and we do that by compromising. but compromising means that both sides got to give something up, and by giving that something up they cant be truly happy. and yet if nothing works out, then there will be conflicts and obviously no one can be truly happy. so is it possible for everyone to be truly happy at the same time? speak.

MERRY XMAS (: [12/24/08] [ music | have yourself a merry little christmas ] early christmas greetings! (: and my favourite christmas song for this year is have yourself a merry little christmas old song, but somehow i've been hooked onto it for days now     pretty xmas trees on the streets! there was one more i like but didnt manage to take it :( finally i found this!!! real GINGERBREAD HOUSE so cool! very pretty too!   ( for peace joy laughter. ) spoken. (4) speak.

change is constant [12/18/08] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | natalie imbruglia - torn ] topic's been there all along, just that recently i came across quite a number of people talking about it. and even my msn window has to mention the same word. and what exactly is a creature of change . . chameleon?? oh by the way the guy in the background is michael scofield! shuai hor. haha. hahaha. oh btw PB4 is good lar!   i was telling S that her topic coincided with the ( Topic of the Week. ) spoken. (6) speak.

[12/13/08] recently i lost some things but i dont know how and i dont know why i ought to learn to treasure my stuff more at least those that matter to me i took a few steps back realised that the world is really still beautiful regardless of how ugly it can be at times all in the mind. anger causes one to forget that one is caught up in that whirl of tragedies speak.

[12/08/08] when you're tired, take a break rest is good, even if only for a short while break doesn't equate to escape got to face reality eventually. speak.

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